My uncle and i were talking about the suit deal today. He was home for lunch and we're just chatting. He had on this awesome looking dress shirt. It was like...a dark yellow, almost brown color which i LOVE. I have SUCH a huge thing for earth colors. Of which brown/yellow/green are my fave colors. I picked out a suit one day that just was the BOMB. I had a dark brown golfers cap on, with a gold yellow suit shirt. A dark brown vest and dark khaki pants. Brown belt and brown slip on shoes. I looked GOOOOODDD. It's a good color on me i think and like i said before, i dont get near as many chances to dress the way i like to. I mean, sure i'll do the jeans/tee shirt thing anyday. I find myself more and more dressing with button shirts again. "Farmers" shirts ya know? Stuff like that. Though i havent had money for a while, so going out and buying new clothes as uch as i want to is a problem. The TROUBLE is finding the right kind of khakis. I like em more of a khaki pants style that almost loose/baggy with NO fucking pockets on the sides of the legs near the knees. bah
I know what you mean with the food. It's hard for me, i want to eat healthy. I LOVE eating healthy. Simply because my body feels GREAT when i do. Salads, Fruit (BANNANAS!!), cereal (cheerios and kix) and juice. I mean, as much as i love fast food, i dont like it simply because *grins* i have like the worst shits ever after i eat anywhere fast foodish. I can handle subway..but phew.
The power foods..yea i know about em. i try and munch on berries/fruit and nuts at work. Though it's easy to just eat whatever. Sweet potatoes ROCK!! I love sweet potaoe soup and sweet fries. Havent cooked with em for a while, fact...i think i'll request that we order some! Thanks.
While my intentions are in the right place, it's hard for me to eat right...i LOOVVVVEEE junk food. Though i can only eat so much of it. Oreos....candy bars....goooddd dammnnn. Love em.POP? Not near as much as i used to. I find myself drinking a LOT of diet coke and Seven Up...I just love seven up for some reason. A lot of juices and teas have just too much sugar for me. (taste wise!!) and Gatorade is a great "road trip" drink for me.
Go look for those nature valley granola bars. They've got this "fruit and nut" mix thing that is the cats meow. I fucking LOVE em.
Like i mentioned..it doesnt make sense to me to go out and get a gym membership and try and pay that bill while im so far in debt stil and trying to get back on my feeet. So i'll just hold off on that. That leads me to my problem AND my question for you...i H-A-T-E to run...i do NOT run...i fucking hate it...but i need to do SOMETHING other then the yard work once or twice a week for excerise...what do you suggest i do!?!?
This whole "being Clean" thing isn't a walk in the park. Last night i woke up gasping and freaking out...i felt like i was on a really bad trip. The whole room was just like...squeezing in on me and everything seemed unnaturaly large and glowering. it's hard to describe it. I passed out and woke up again in a sweat. so...i'm still dealing with it. I talked to another uncle over this last weekend and he said that even thirty years later...he still misses the high he got...but he told me that i need to change my thinking from "i've stopped doing it" to "i dont do it...never have, never will." While i agree thati need to change to "i dont do it" i dont want to ignore the fact that i used to..ya know? I need to remember what i used to do..it's the only way i'll learn and move on.
you're COOKING!?!?!? i dont beleive it! i'll have to see it and SMELL it :-) before i beleive it. Tell me..does mom have a nice shiny red fire extinisugher right in the kitchen just in case? I sure as shit hope so :-) if anything, at least a HOSE hanging by the back door...
hah!!
love ya
baldy
and i agree...The time to see each other, the three of us. Even George..is SOON. Maybe we can arange for a weekend here in lincoln or if you guys do a family trip somewhere maybe i can meet you? Remember though im flat ass broke like every day. Anything with shae around..i refuse to show up for as well. (that goes with out saying)